I’ve been a very naughty milf once again. I convinced one of my members to be on cam with me in this one. I was doing a live show and then he came again after I said goodnight to everybody. Don’t worry, I got it all on cam…he shot it all over me and I loved it. I just love that yummy cum baby….the more the better. xxx Desirae
Click here to join now to view all of my naughty videos and pictures.
xxx Desirae
HI there sweetie, I am so glad you stopped in to see what I have been up to. Today, I just got done doing some live cam shows- as well as my yoga routine which kicked my ass today. I did total core stuff, so it is a work out, I am going to go back in and finish up in a bit after I am done blogging.
I also wanted to let you know that I have my very own cam network now! Yay! It is called NaughtyatHomeCams.com. Here you will find all of my naughty web friends, as well as me doing private one on ones. I also do skype with members, but this is a new deal for me so check it out & let me know what you think. Just be sure to tell the girls that Desirae sent ya.
I also wanted to post a little sample video here that I was playing with earlier:
You will have to let me know what you think of it and if you noticed the lactating boobies. lol. Lots of guys wonder about that, and so I just did a video of me doing it for kicks.
I added a new picture set to the site earlier this week. I should put a sample here for you- Here is a sample below:
Hope you are enjoying your day so far, and that tonight is totally AWESOME for you! I have a HOT date, I met him when I picked up my car the other day from the dealership, I was just getting the tire fixed (had a screw in it 🙁 ) Anyways, his name is Jeff and he’s tall dark and handsome. We are all set for meeting up at 8pm tonight. I gotta go pick out something sexy to wear!
kisses and licks
Desirae
well goodmorning to you sweetie! I hope you are having a relaxing Saturday so far. I have a pretty busy day today. One of my lovers has a boat and he is taking me out to this little island for lunch. I have to grab my bathing suit, and make-up bag. I am not going to wear any make up on the boat, it just doesn’t matter, your hair is like tied back anyways. I will just do it once we get to the restaurant. He told me he has a pretty big boat, so maybe I can just do it on the way there.
I am wearing a sexy little black sundress and high heel sandals. I have never been to this restaurant before. I guess Jimmy Buffet wrote some of his songs there, yeah right…I don’t believe that for a second. lol….they also say they have a brewery there, but I will have to check that out for myself to see. I can’t see how they do, it’s a really small island.
I will try to get some selfies and some pics of me out on the water today. I went on a rampage about my ex husband in my last post, lol. I guess I just needed to vent & that was the outcome. I have many more funny stories about that whole situation. He probably is a member of my site and jacks off to the videos of me with Justn and my other lovers . It was his favorite thing to do after all- watch me with other men. Probably broke his dick again.
I took a few pics for a couple of my latest members. They are younger guys and they sent me a few sexy pictures. It was eye candy for sure.
I love getting member email, it is such a thrill. I sometimes masturbate to their pictures. mmmmm…love that! I got my nails done yesterday:
If you can’t see the color, it’s like a dark blue.
Here’s a little shot of my bathing suit from behind:
It’s blue as well yay! I found some really kinky fetish pictures that I haven’t added to the site yet. I am going to get those put up asap, they are HOT !!! I wore like tall black shiny fetish boots and a rubber type dress. I love wearing sexy kinky clothes and lingerie like this. It turns me on, it always seems to be a hit with my lovers as well. Plus, Justn gets off on it too….so it’s a win win.
Well, I have to get going. I am going to be late as it is. I just wanted to stop in and say “Hi” and that I hope you have a great weekend. I will be posting a new video soon. HOT stuff baby!
kisses to you
Desirae
Fuck right now I think I am going to use this spa gift card a member sent to me a while back. It is for like $100 so I can get a nice massage. I have wicked pms right now, omg. Why!??? I hate that! Anyways, I think I will vent some of my frustrations out right here and now! yeah yeah that’s the ticket.
So, I am going to tell you a story about a little boy that couldn’t stop jacking off. He jacked off so much that he would disappear for hours and nobody would hear a thing from him. He put a hole in his mattress so he could pretend to be fucking. Then, the worst possible thing happened. He BROKE it! Yeah! Can you believe it? He used it so much that he broke it, but he’s got some sort of condition which causes nerve issues….so I guess it is understandable. Sad though.
That was actually a true story about my ex husband before I met him. Still, even though I was constantly making him into a cuckold, wearing lingerie, entertaining his ideas about swinging where I had to “Take one for the team.”
One day he was telling me how ugly I was & I had just had enough, I started telling him I wanted a divorce. He would be looking at my pictures and saying evil shit to me about the way I looked. What a scaley faced limp dick prick. He has that fishy skin disorder, where his skin is like a snake almost on his legs….and they are totally skinny. I mean, I never made fun of him. If anything I boosted his stupid self esteem at every opportunity. But that wasn’t good enough for him.
He always wanted more. Once he said that I was trying to interfere with him getting his first “Asian” or his first “Black chic”….He wanted a sampler platter like you get from Applebees of pussy & expected me to help him in his endeavors. He started hooking me up with different guys, and to be honest I really liked them. I started fantasizing about running off with one of them & leaving him and his bullshit behind.
He was super controlling. Told me what to wear & how to have my hair. I think he is really like Bruce Jenner in a way…I think he needs to consider transgender surgery. I know he likes to look at other men’s cocks- so why not just do it. I mean he seems to know more about how a woman should be and act that an actual woman knows….or atleast he thinks so.
He said I would be defying him if I like changed my hair. It was like the beginning to that movie “Sleeping with the Enemy”….without the punching and shit. He hit me more with words than i’ve ever allowed in my life. In the beginning he was sweet, caring, family oriented. Then his true colors came out. He was an opportunistic prick with himself in mind and that was it. He sure didn’t care about his so called “Family”. His mom is a total bitch. I mean this lady is a money grubbing, saggy faced, loose pussy whore. I mean this woman tried to give me tips on make-up or what to wear to please him. How sick is that shit??
Karma is a bitch folks, i’m sure you are inventing some sort of stupid bullshit drama in your pathetic lives- karma doesn’t even need to occur. They are already fucked.
So, needless to say – when I met my sweetheart Justn it was a refreshing change. Plus, his cock was amazing & it never breaks…lmao. He encouraged me to be myself, to not let that cock sucker bring me down anymore. I still have flash backs of him saying, “Buck up” He would constantly say that shit to me.
Anyways, I need to get my contacts prescription done again. I am at my computer A LOT and I get all squinty in the face sometimes due to not being able to see perfectly. I wear my glasses, but they are more for distance….yikes. I went on this live platform deal today, it is super cool. Much better than like random strangers yelling at you and insulting your shit like Meerkat or that other one- starts with a P. lol.
OMG I can’t wait to tell you my next rant/story I have for when my ex did a flying leap and landed face first on the ground after using Viagra. OMG it is hilarious – serioiusly funny stuff.
I hope I get a sexy chic to do my massage tomorrow. mmmmm…love that sensual touch. I am a very down to earth woman that just enjoys being herself whatever that may be at the moment. I don’t really sit around trying to be like somebody else, not my deal. YOLO right?
I am having so much fun writing my little book lately, I have so many crazy stories, that when I tell them to my hubby he sometimes doesn’t believe me. Even though he has more stories than I do at times. We are very similar in that we are just ourselves and not perpetrating to be somebody else or act like we are all rich when we aren’t.
I still owe my ex money, yeah….truth be told it’s a tradgedy for sure. I had a crappy ass lawyer and was really emotionally fucked up during my divorce. It wasn’t because I was losing him, it was because I had been living a lie for so long- that when I woke up it was very difficult to cope. Well, that and the fact that I am crazy. lol. haha well, a little bit yeah. I had to be like super mom & handle shit, …Justn helped me as much as could, but I had to go through the paces myself and really figure out in my head who I really was,…am.
Nowadays I feel much stronger and more secure with my choices. Sure, I make stupid mistakes- I’ve done some silly things I wish I could take back for damn sure. I just have to accept that we all make mistakes in our personal lives and that you can’t keep score in a marriage.
I am getting close to being done redesigning DesiraeSpencer.com. I am super excited about it. 🙂
I found a few pictures I thought you might enjoy
I am scheduling a live cam chat on Friday at 5pm EST. Hope you can cum. hehe. I am also shooting more content tomorrow, will have that up asap. I just love filming new videos, it is so rewarding and fun.
I am trying to decide on what to wear for my video. Almost always I will certainly have on some sort of stockings of course, but not sure of the outfit yet. My lover Neil is coming over. He is so well hung, omg. I like to call him the sledge hammer. haha.
I went tanning a few minutes ago, I actually just got home. On my way back, some asshole ran a red light and nearly killed me. It is crazy how fragile life really is. One little slip and BAM you’re done, over, goodbye. I hate when people run lights like that, it puts everybody in danger. Like we already don’t have enough on our plates, oh yes, please run that light and hit me. Sounds like a hoot.
My pussy is getting all tingly thinking of Neil’s cock right now. I absolutely love the way he makes me feel. He fingers my pussy like a champ, like it is his or something. lol. He has to sneak off away from his wife, which makes it even more naughty.
I got this new selfie stick, I will post a couple of pics that I took with it. It is kinda fun to use, I love taking selfies. I am sitting here listening to Lorde, as well as thinking about which sexy shoes I will wear tomorrow as well. Hmmmm……..I used to wear platforms a lot, now I wear mostly regular pumps/high heels.
Another funny thing happened today. I found the original receipt I got from the strip club I worked at way back when. It was showing that I made the house amount and everything after that was mine. It says “$120” on it, so I had to do 6 dances for the house…..which I hustled like crazy to get done. I actually got off hard while I was stripping. Sometimes I would cum while bucking my hips against some stranger.
You might think I am making that up, but I am not. It is 100% true. I gave the best dances, I really got into it. I suppose if I had stayed doing that for a living I would’ve burnt out and not liked it as much. Who knows. I sure haven’t grown tired of making new videos that’s for sure.
OMG I just caught myself singing & I have my live cam on for the members, lol. I wonder if anyone is watching me right now. hehe. I don’t have the best singing voice in the world. I would be termed a vocal stylist that’s for sure.
You know what!? Howie Bullock wrote me a beautiful song. I should post a link to it again. I used it in a few of my movies. I was really shocked to hear it and actually enjoy it so much. Let me look around here and see if I can’t find a link to the song.
Check it out and let me know what you think. Howie Bullock did this for me. Sweet so very sweet.
So that is the type of picture I can take with my selfie stick. I am gonna take it with me into the shower tomorrow morning while I am getting ready.
Here is a booty shot I took today:
I recently got my hair did as well:
Well my laptop just ran out of battery & so I am going to go charge it. I love to listen to music while I work and get ready and stuff.
Hope you are having a nice day today.
kisses
Desirae
