I sure do enjoy my playtime with my lovely friends. Here I am with sexy Amber. Her hubby was shooting pictures for a little catalog/magazine, so we decided to go into the garage and pose with the motorcycle. 😉 I just love getting naughty with my friends.
Hope you enjoy the pics, many many more inside, come check out what we did later that day!
kisses
Desirae
I just love wearing sexy lingerie for my new lovers. It is so erotic to see their reaction when I get undressed. In this one I was waiting for Stephen, I met him online & we’ve been sharing pics back and forth on snapchat. I was so eager to get my hands on that young cock!
(full story in members area)
kisses
Desirae
Well, i’ve been lugging around like 8 computers for 11 years. For some reason just felt like they were important or that I would someday pull all of the data off of them and find it usefull. Well, like one of my twitter followers advised me, “Maybe you should have a stiff glass of scotch before you start reading them.” He was right, I should’ve. I had no idea what I was in for to be honest with ya.
The first one was no big deal, a lot of old pictures- turns out that one was mine. I did find a weird content watch file on it though, which I couldn’t figure out. I saved all the photos and then discarded that one.
Then the next one proved to be a lot more interested/horrifying in a way. There were all these pictures of naked guys on it, so I thought it was my old computer- but I didn’t recognize ANY of the images I was looking at. I thought, well…..maybe they are just really old and I don’t remember them. Then, I found a bunch of screen prints & they were of shots of my computer screen. Meaning my ex had put spyware on my computer and was spying on me. LOL what a douche bag. Like I had anything to hide from that fucking psycho. I was like the best wife you can get to that empty vessel of a human being.
Then I got a little more curious about the naked dude pictures, I think I even found a few tranny shots in there. I searched the harddrive and found a bunch of of AFF information and conversations, and they weren’t mine. AFF is adult friend finder if you didn’t know. Anyways, they weren’t to women- and they weren’t mine, so simple logic lead me to the realization that he was talking to other dudes, but posing as me to entice them.
I also found some secret conversations/notes saved emails that were to this bitch I thought was my friend or atleast I had no clue they were talking behind my back. I really could care less at this point, they both can eat shit and die as far as I am concerned.
Whatever…., I found so much weird shit that I’ve got that hard drive sitting in the garage- I don’t want to see anymore. I have to be honest, I really had no idea of any bisexual tendencies for the most part. However, this was this one beach he would always insist on going to. He wanted to go for walks there for hours. I didn’t think anything of it until my dog started barking hysterically at some dude in the bushes. I looked over and saw this guy, no joke…beating off in the bushes. Being the outspoken gal that I am, I said, “Put that shit away! My dog thinks it’s a sausage!” I know, I know…kinda lame come back to seeing that, but I was caught off guard.
Then the farther down the beach we got and the more I looked around, i realized this is a gay hook up beach. “What the fuck am I even doing here!?” I thought, and to add to it I called the place “Stinky Beach”. I called it that because sometimes, most of the time there was like red tide there and it was smelly. Now Stinky Beach has a whole new meaning to me.
I even told him, “This is kinda weird, what are we doing here?” He was like, “Don’t worry about it, it’s funny.” I said,, ” Funny like haha or funny that you are enjoying this?” That spurred a gigantic fight – guess I hit a nerve. Needless to say, I stopped going with him for his “Walks” on stinky beach. Looking back now it all makes sense now.
I hesitate even writing this shit down, considering it is personal- however after being raped in court over my content by my ex- I don’t feel so bad. I had to literally pay for my own site and it didn’t come cheap. I really had a crappy ass lawyer – and I wasn’t having a mental breakdown at the time of our divorce for real. It wasn’t because I was losing my husband either. It was because It was a fucked up relationship to begin with, all about him attempting to control me. Making me wear hats everywhere I went. Never letting me be around if there were workers at the house. Yet, when it came to swinging or him getting a new piece of ass- he would insult me.
Tell me I wasn’t very good looking etc. just mental abuse type of bullshit. Just a way of trying to control another human being.
I remember once he set up this date with these people I wasn’t really into meeting, but I went anyways. I knew the night was going to end badly because I started ordering shots of Jaegermeister. That was a sure clue that I was going to go nuts.
He was furious with me & we were about 1 hour away from home. He jumps out of the car like a total lunatic, so I just said “Fuck you” and left him there in the street. I drove home – my mind racing, feeling free. It was a nice moment for me.
All of the good content on the website is because of me. Not only that, I built a whole different set of websites with content shot in LA. He got those in the divorce as well. Even though he knew absolutely nothing about how to build even a simple webpage. He was trying to get me to teach him, what a prick.
I refer to him now as the stunt cock. He didn’t talk dirty, he didn’t pose, all he did was get off and he thought he was some sort of a hero.
Nowadays, I am rebuilding my affiliate program for my sites, It’s a way for others to promote my site(s) and make other webmasters money. I’ve had one in place for a long time, just needed to redo it basically. It is taking some time, but I feel it will be totally worth it. I learned how to do everything by myself with the help of books and just basic research. Sometimes I feel like writing a book on how to build your own porn empire/site for those girls that always seem to get taken advantage of in this industry. I don’t know if anybody would read it, or put it to use. But most people in the porn business are hush hush about how they do things, like it’s some big secret.
I see so many beautiful women out there on for example twitter. I think to myself, if that girl wanted a website I could make her so much fucking money it would be ridiculous. I even put up a Models Wanted banner on my website some time ago, but didn’t get much of a response, so I took it down.
I have built over 25 websites that all made good money. The ones that I kept in the divorce are of course Naughtyathome.com, Mywifeashley.com, Sharingparis.com and Sweetkacey. They are full of naughty content. My ex-husband just takes content from one site and basically had me rearrange it to form another site (s) So on the tubes, it shows a lot of different sites, but the secret is – it’s all the same shit just recycled in a different way. Spoiler Alert!!! lmao
I am always looking for new guys to work with as well for Naughtyathome.com & Desiraespencer.com. So if you are seriously interested in working with me, please contact me in my members area. The way I see it, if you can’t throw down 30 bucks to get in touch with me, then you aren’t serious about really working with me.
It’s a good way to see the type of content I shoot and that in most cases I don’t show your face unless you insist upon it. I have found that most people are very paranoid about being seen on internet, and I understand that.
My site has been a huge success overall, just lost out in court due to being overly stressed and bullied around. Sometimes women don’t make out all that good in divorce settlements – it’s unfortunate. If I could turn back time that is one thing I would change for sure.
I am reporting my lawyer for some of the crooked shit she did …..this post is getting boring to me.
So, I am going to end here and go get ready for my live chat today at 3pm. I also have a new video to load and that takes time.
Hope you had a great week so far, can’t believe it is Friday tomorrow. Time just flies sometimes.
kisses Des (that is my nickname)
Naughty blowjob in the park:
I placed an ad on the personals section of Craigslist recently. I wanted to try giving a random guy a blowjob in a public place. I got quite a few responses, but decided on one guy named Brad. He seemed really cool and I liked his pics. Anyways, my hubby has been away on business quite a bit and I get a craving for cum quite frequently as you know. I called him on the way to the park and we decided where to meet up. It was a somewhat secluded place, but in a public park. I was so excited to see his nice thick cock & I sucked him off for quite a long time. I think you will enjoy the length of the video…he ended up cumming all over my face and in my hair. I licked it up and then played with it a bit…I do love that new strange cum! kisses baby! xxx Desirae
Cum inside to watch full length video and see all the nasty cum shots!!
xxx Desirae
I do a lot of live webcam shows. In this one I dressed up in some sexy black lingerie and sucked and fucked Justn. I really love knowing that you are watchig me enjoy myself. It is so satisfying to be able to chat with you while I am getting off.
I hope you join me now, so we can chat & get off hard together!
kisses
Desirae
I was doing a live show and decided to dress up a a naughty girl scout. Wanna buy some cookies baby? I had one of my lovers over and we made out on the couch. Then he ate my pussy and I rode his big hard cock….then took his cum in my face. xxx Desirae
here is a free sample preview video for ya:
got some sexy pics to go along with it as well!
kisses and licks baby!
Desirae
One of my very favorite lovers came over today and we made a naughty sex video for you to enjoy. Here is a little sample:
Here is a picture of the outfit I wore:
Hey there, well yet another Monday has arrived & is showing it’s ugly head. Actually, today isn’t half bad….It just takes me time to get used to it not being Sunday anymore. I have been steady working on the re-design for desiraespencer.com. It is almost there, a few more pages and adjustments etc.
I also added a new sex forum to the members area and have been adding some new stories for you to enjoy. Here is the start of one I just loaded.
Cheating on My Husband:
A few weeks ago I went out with my girlfriend Kim. We went to this lesbian bar on the east end of town, had a few drinks and then decided it was a dead night there and went looking for fun elsewhere. We drove all over town, stopping at a few clubs, but not finding a real party. Then we ended up at this one cowboy type bar. It was really happening in there, lots of girls dancing around and tons of men standing at the bar. I was excited to be out. I wore a really tight grey sparkly type top, with some extra tight blue jeans. Kim was wearing a low cut top and some jeans as well. We found a table and sat down to order some drinks. The music was great, it felt so refreshing ot be out on the town alone. I love to appear as though I am single sometimes, it is exciting.
It didn’t take too long before a few guys came over to our table and flirted with us. Kim was getting pretty ripped at this point, she was taking tequila shooters, I was trying to remain pretty sober. I knew I would be the one driving us home at the end of the night. One guy just sat down and started eating peanuts, he was totally drunk. To get him to leave me and Kim told him that we were on a date and we started kissing. He looked sorta puzzled and didn’t leave, we had to actually tell him that we wanted to finish up with our date and could he please leave.
We sat there just laughing and talking for a while. Then all of a sudden a really cute guy came up and asked me if he could take my picture with his buddy. He said I looked really familiar. I asked him, “Do you know who I am?” He answered, “Yes, you look VERY familiar”. I was really flattered and couldn’t wait to take the photo with his friend. Both of the guys were really cute, so we invited them to sit at our table for a little bit. They sat with us for a while and then kept asking if they were intruding, we just laughed and said, “No, it is fine” but they must have been shy because they got up and left after a little while, he kept thanking me for the photo and then they went to the other end of the bar. I wish they would’ve stayed. I really wanted to get a hotel and just fuck them both senseless.
Not too long after they left I spotted a guy across the bar dancing with a woman. I could’ve sworn he looked over at me as he was dancing. I was really attracted to him and thought, “No, he is just looking around…” I thought maybe that woman was his wife or girlfriend. A little time passed and then he was standing at our table. I got a rush really quick of excitement and panic…I was totally happy that he had come over. He was wearing business attire, and had sandy blonde hair….looked like it was receeding a little bit. I thought he was totally sexy. He had a friend with him, who sat next to Kim. He introduced himself as Derek, and I introduced myself as well. I asked him why he was all dressed up and he told me that there was a veternarian convention in town and that he was in on business. He said most of the guys in this bar are vets. I told him I thought that was cool, I wanted to scoot a little closer to him on the chair.
He asked me if I wanted to dance, but I refused. I am not much for country dancing. He kept asking over and over again, and I kept refusing. I just didn’t want to dance, lol. So, I told him to go dance with my friend Kim, which he did. I was a little shocked that Kim went to dance with him, she is married. Not that it is a big deal, I just didn’t think that her hubby would want her dancing with another man at a bar. I thought it was kinda cool. They came back and he sat a little closer to me. Kim whispered in my ear that she got us invited to an after hours party at the hilton or some hotel in the area. I can’t remember what hotel it was at this moment. Anyways, I said, “What do you mean an after hours party?” She said, “It will just be me and you…just me and you…” She was sorta drunk at the moment so I couldn’t really get what she was saying. She said that Derek had invited us to a party back at their hotel.
At first I didn’t think I could go. I thought Justn would get mad at me, in fact…get really pissed if I did something as though we had an open marriage. I usually share everything I am going to do with him before hand. Two drinks later and that though had completely diminished from my mind, I was ready to go. I was totally hot for Derek and couldn’t help myself. I wanted to just hang around with him more, I was having a great time. We seemed to have a lot in common, we were laughing over stupid stuff. It seemed like the chemistry between us was out of control. I guess I just let passion take over and decided to go for it. If I felt funny when I got to the hotel I could always leave and come home. It couldn’t do any harm to just go to the hotel for the party.
Kim and I left hand in hand out of the bar, I had to hold her up a little bit, she was pretty wasted. She kept saying, “oh my god I am drunk…” Derek and his buddy were close behind us, we decided to just follow them in Kim’s car to the hotel. The drive to the hotel was intense for me, here I was going behind my husbands back to go hang out with another man. I was totally turned on by the thought of something hapenning between me and Derek. I couldn’t lie to myself, I wanted him. I decided that I was just going to live out my fantasy for the night and that was that. It was my time.
We got to the hotel and parked, the guys walked back and Derek walked close to me as we entered the hotel. He was getting a little feely touchy, and I liked it. I let my hand sorta slide over his ass…he was wearing Khaki pants and a dress shirt, he smelled terrific. I then took my hand and just let it slide through the back of his hair. I love feeling the back of a guys head, and his neck. Just a little quirk I have I suppose. Anyways, we got in the elevator and sorta had to cram together because it was a bit crowded. It caused me to back up into Derek…and I could hear him breathing. Plus, I could feel his package up against my ass as well. It started to get me hot right there in the elevator with all the people crowded around us. I couldn’t wait to just continue interacting with him. Kim seemed to sober up a bit and started talking more which was nice. I was beginning to feel guilty that she was so wasted and here I was flirting with this guy I barely even know. (click here to read full story)
kisses
Desirae
Fuck right now I think I am going to use this spa gift card a member sent to me a while back. It is for like $100 so I can get a nice massage. I have wicked pms right now, omg. Why!??? I hate that! Anyways, I think I will vent some of my frustrations out right here and now! yeah yeah that’s the ticket.
So, I am going to tell you a story about a little boy that couldn’t stop jacking off. He jacked off so much that he would disappear for hours and nobody would hear a thing from him. He put a hole in his mattress so he could pretend to be fucking. Then, the worst possible thing happened. He BROKE it! Yeah! Can you believe it? He used it so much that he broke it, but he’s got some sort of condition which causes nerve issues….so I guess it is understandable. Sad though.
That was actually a true story about my ex husband before I met him. Still, even though I was constantly making him into a cuckold, wearing lingerie, entertaining his ideas about swinging where I had to “Take one for the team.”
One day he was telling me how ugly I was & I had just had enough, I started telling him I wanted a divorce. He would be looking at my pictures and saying evil shit to me about the way I looked. What a scaley faced limp dick prick. He has that fishy skin disorder, where his skin is like a snake almost on his legs….and they are totally skinny. I mean, I never made fun of him. If anything I boosted his stupid self esteem at every opportunity. But that wasn’t good enough for him.
He always wanted more. Once he said that I was trying to interfere with him getting his first “Asian” or his first “Black chic”….He wanted a sampler platter like you get from Applebees of pussy & expected me to help him in his endeavors. He started hooking me up with different guys, and to be honest I really liked them. I started fantasizing about running off with one of them & leaving him and his bullshit behind.
He was super controlling. Told me what to wear & how to have my hair. I think he is really like Bruce Jenner in a way…I think he needs to consider transgender surgery. I know he likes to look at other men’s cocks- so why not just do it. I mean he seems to know more about how a woman should be and act that an actual woman knows….or atleast he thinks so.
He said I would be defying him if I like changed my hair. It was like the beginning to that movie “Sleeping with the Enemy”….without the punching and shit. He hit me more with words than i’ve ever allowed in my life. In the beginning he was sweet, caring, family oriented. Then his true colors came out. He was an opportunistic prick with himself in mind and that was it. He sure didn’t care about his so called “Family”. His mom is a total bitch. I mean this lady is a money grubbing, saggy faced, loose pussy whore. I mean this woman tried to give me tips on make-up or what to wear to please him. How sick is that shit??
Karma is a bitch folks, i’m sure you are inventing some sort of stupid bullshit drama in your pathetic lives- karma doesn’t even need to occur. They are already fucked.
So, needless to say – when I met my sweetheart Justn it was a refreshing change. Plus, his cock was amazing & it never breaks…lmao. He encouraged me to be myself, to not let that cock sucker bring me down anymore. I still have flash backs of him saying, “Buck up” He would constantly say that shit to me.
Anyways, I need to get my contacts prescription done again. I am at my computer A LOT and I get all squinty in the face sometimes due to not being able to see perfectly. I wear my glasses, but they are more for distance….yikes. I went on this live platform deal today, it is super cool. Much better than like random strangers yelling at you and insulting your shit like Meerkat or that other one- starts with a P. lol.
OMG I can’t wait to tell you my next rant/story I have for when my ex did a flying leap and landed face first on the ground after using Viagra. OMG it is hilarious – serioiusly funny stuff.
I hope I get a sexy chic to do my massage tomorrow. mmmmm…love that sensual touch. I am a very down to earth woman that just enjoys being herself whatever that may be at the moment. I don’t really sit around trying to be like somebody else, not my deal. YOLO right?
I am having so much fun writing my little book lately, I have so many crazy stories, that when I tell them to my hubby he sometimes doesn’t believe me. Even though he has more stories than I do at times. We are very similar in that we are just ourselves and not perpetrating to be somebody else or act like we are all rich when we aren’t.
I still owe my ex money, yeah….truth be told it’s a tradgedy for sure. I had a crappy ass lawyer and was really emotionally fucked up during my divorce. It wasn’t because I was losing him, it was because I had been living a lie for so long- that when I woke up it was very difficult to cope. Well, that and the fact that I am crazy. lol. haha well, a little bit yeah. I had to be like super mom & handle shit, …Justn helped me as much as could, but I had to go through the paces myself and really figure out in my head who I really was,…am.
Nowadays I feel much stronger and more secure with my choices. Sure, I make stupid mistakes- I’ve done some silly things I wish I could take back for damn sure. I just have to accept that we all make mistakes in our personal lives and that you can’t keep score in a marriage.
I am getting close to being done redesigning DesiraeSpencer.com. I am super excited about it. 🙂
I found a few pictures I thought you might enjoy
I am scheduling a live cam chat on Friday at 5pm EST. Hope you can cum. hehe. I am also shooting more content tomorrow, will have that up asap. I just love filming new videos, it is so rewarding and fun.
I am trying to decide on what to wear for my video. Almost always I will certainly have on some sort of stockings of course, but not sure of the outfit yet. My lover Neil is coming over. He is so well hung, omg. I like to call him the sledge hammer. haha.
I went tanning a few minutes ago, I actually just got home. On my way back, some asshole ran a red light and nearly killed me. It is crazy how fragile life really is. One little slip and BAM you’re done, over, goodbye. I hate when people run lights like that, it puts everybody in danger. Like we already don’t have enough on our plates, oh yes, please run that light and hit me. Sounds like a hoot.
My pussy is getting all tingly thinking of Neil’s cock right now. I absolutely love the way he makes me feel. He fingers my pussy like a champ, like it is his or something. lol. He has to sneak off away from his wife, which makes it even more naughty.
I got this new selfie stick, I will post a couple of pics that I took with it. It is kinda fun to use, I love taking selfies. I am sitting here listening to Lorde, as well as thinking about which sexy shoes I will wear tomorrow as well. Hmmmm……..I used to wear platforms a lot, now I wear mostly regular pumps/high heels.
Another funny thing happened today. I found the original receipt I got from the strip club I worked at way back when. It was showing that I made the house amount and everything after that was mine. It says “$120” on it, so I had to do 6 dances for the house…..which I hustled like crazy to get done. I actually got off hard while I was stripping. Sometimes I would cum while bucking my hips against some stranger.
You might think I am making that up, but I am not. It is 100% true. I gave the best dances, I really got into it. I suppose if I had stayed doing that for a living I would’ve burnt out and not liked it as much. Who knows. I sure haven’t grown tired of making new videos that’s for sure.
OMG I just caught myself singing & I have my live cam on for the members, lol. I wonder if anyone is watching me right now. hehe. I don’t have the best singing voice in the world. I would be termed a vocal stylist that’s for sure.
You know what!? Howie Bullock wrote me a beautiful song. I should post a link to it again. I used it in a few of my movies. I was really shocked to hear it and actually enjoy it so much. Let me look around here and see if I can’t find a link to the song.
Check it out and let me know what you think. Howie Bullock did this for me. Sweet so very sweet.
So that is the type of picture I can take with my selfie stick. I am gonna take it with me into the shower tomorrow morning while I am getting ready.
Here is a booty shot I took today:
I recently got my hair did as well:
Well my laptop just ran out of battery & so I am going to go charge it. I love to listen to music while I work and get ready and stuff.
Hope you are having a nice day today.
kisses
Desirae
