Well, i’ve been lugging around like 8 computers for 11 years. For some reason just felt like they were important or that I would someday pull all of the data off of them and find it usefull. Well, like one of my twitter followers advised me, “Maybe you should have a stiff glass of scotch before you start reading them.” He was right, I should’ve. I had no idea what I was in for to be honest with ya.
The first one was no big deal, a lot of old pictures- turns out that one was mine. I did find a weird content watch file on it though, which I couldn’t figure out. I saved all the photos and then discarded that one.
Then the next one proved to be a lot more interested/horrifying in a way. There were all these pictures of naked guys on it, so I thought it was my old computer- but I didn’t recognize ANY of the images I was looking at. I thought, well…..maybe they are just really old and I don’t remember them. Then, I found a bunch of screen prints & they were of shots of my computer screen. Meaning my ex had put spyware on my computer and was spying on me. LOL what a douche bag. Like I had anything to hide from that fucking psycho. I was like the best wife you can get to that empty vessel of a human being.
Then I got a little more curious about the naked dude pictures, I think I even found a few tranny shots in there. I searched the harddrive and found a bunch of of AFF information and conversations, and they weren’t mine. AFF is adult friend finder if you didn’t know. Anyways, they weren’t to women- and they weren’t mine, so simple logic lead me to the realization that he was talking to other dudes, but posing as me to entice them.
I also found some secret conversations/notes saved emails that were to this bitch I thought was my friend or atleast I had no clue they were talking behind my back. I really could care less at this point, they both can eat shit and die as far as I am concerned.
Whatever…., I found so much weird shit that I’ve got that hard drive sitting in the garage- I don’t want to see anymore. I have to be honest, I really had no idea of any bisexual tendencies for the most part. However, this was this one beach he would always insist on going to. He wanted to go for walks there for hours. I didn’t think anything of it until my dog started barking hysterically at some dude in the bushes. I looked over and saw this guy, no joke…beating off in the bushes. Being the outspoken gal that I am, I said, “Put that shit away! My dog thinks it’s a sausage!” I know, I know…kinda lame come back to seeing that, but I was caught off guard.
Then the farther down the beach we got and the more I looked around, i realized this is a gay hook up beach. “What the fuck am I even doing here!?” I thought, and to add to it I called the place “Stinky Beach”. I called it that because sometimes, most of the time there was like red tide there and it was smelly. Now Stinky Beach has a whole new meaning to me.
I even told him, “This is kinda weird, what are we doing here?” He was like, “Don’t worry about it, it’s funny.” I said,, ” Funny like haha or funny that you are enjoying this?” That spurred a gigantic fight – guess I hit a nerve. Needless to say, I stopped going with him for his “Walks” on stinky beach. Looking back now it all makes sense now.
I hesitate even writing this shit down, considering it is personal- however after being raped in court over my content by my ex- I don’t feel so bad. I had to literally pay for my own site and it didn’t come cheap. I really had a crappy ass lawyer – and I wasn’t having a mental breakdown at the time of our divorce for real. It wasn’t because I was losing my husband either. It was because It was a fucked up relationship to begin with, all about him attempting to control me. Making me wear hats everywhere I went. Never letting me be around if there were workers at the house. Yet, when it came to swinging or him getting a new piece of ass- he would insult me.
Tell me I wasn’t very good looking etc. just mental abuse type of bullshit. Just a way of trying to control another human being.
I remember once he set up this date with these people I wasn’t really into meeting, but I went anyways. I knew the night was going to end badly because I started ordering shots of Jaegermeister. That was a sure clue that I was going to go nuts.
He was furious with me & we were about 1 hour away from home. He jumps out of the car like a total lunatic, so I just said “Fuck you” and left him there in the street. I drove home – my mind racing, feeling free. It was a nice moment for me.
All of the good content on the website is because of me. Not only that, I built a whole different set of websites with content shot in LA. He got those in the divorce as well. Even though he knew absolutely nothing about how to build even a simple webpage. He was trying to get me to teach him, what a prick.
I refer to him now as the stunt cock. He didn’t talk dirty, he didn’t pose, all he did was get off and he thought he was some sort of a hero.
Nowadays, I am rebuilding my affiliate program for my sites, It’s a way for others to promote my site(s) and make other webmasters money. I’ve had one in place for a long time, just needed to redo it basically. It is taking some time, but I feel it will be totally worth it. I learned how to do everything by myself with the help of books and just basic research. Sometimes I feel like writing a book on how to build your own porn empire/site for those girls that always seem to get taken advantage of in this industry. I don’t know if anybody would read it, or put it to use. But most people in the porn business are hush hush about how they do things, like it’s some big secret.
I see so many beautiful women out there on for example twitter. I think to myself, if that girl wanted a website I could make her so much fucking money it would be ridiculous. I even put up a Models Wanted banner on my website some time ago, but didn’t get much of a response, so I took it down.
I have built over 25 websites that all made good money. The ones that I kept in the divorce are of course Naughtyathome.com, Mywifeashley.com, Sharingparis.com and Sweetkacey. They are full of naughty content. My ex-husband just takes content from one site and basically had me rearrange it to form another site (s) So on the tubes, it shows a lot of different sites, but the secret is – it’s all the same shit just recycled in a different way. Spoiler Alert!!! lmao
I am always looking for new guys to work with as well for Naughtyathome.com & Desiraespencer.com. So if you are seriously interested in working with me, please contact me in my members area. The way I see it, if you can’t throw down 30 bucks to get in touch with me, then you aren’t serious about really working with me.
It’s a good way to see the type of content I shoot and that in most cases I don’t show your face unless you insist upon it. I have found that most people are very paranoid about being seen on internet, and I understand that.
My site has been a huge success overall, just lost out in court due to being overly stressed and bullied around. Sometimes women don’t make out all that good in divorce settlements – it’s unfortunate. If I could turn back time that is one thing I would change for sure.
I am reporting my lawyer for some of the crooked shit she did …..this post is getting boring to me.
So, I am going to end here and go get ready for my live chat today at 3pm. I also have a new video to load and that takes time.
Hope you had a great week so far, can’t believe it is Friday tomorrow. Time just flies sometimes.
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