I’ve been a very naughty milf once again. I convinced one of my members to be on cam with me in this one. I was doing a live show and then he came again after I said goodnight to everybody. Don’t worry, I got it all on cam…he shot it all over me and I loved it. I just love that yummy cum baby….the more the better. xxx Desirae
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Hey there, well yet another Monday has arrived & is showing it’s ugly head. Actually, today isn’t half bad….It just takes me time to get used to it not being Sunday anymore. I have been steady working on the re-design for desiraespencer.com. It is almost there, a few more pages and adjustments etc.
I also added a new sex forum to the members area and have been adding some new stories for you to enjoy. Here is the start of one I just loaded.
Cheating on My Husband:
A few weeks ago I went out with my girlfriend Kim. We went to this lesbian bar on the east end of town, had a few drinks and then decided it was a dead night there and went looking for fun elsewhere. We drove all over town, stopping at a few clubs, but not finding a real party. Then we ended up at this one cowboy type bar. It was really happening in there, lots of girls dancing around and tons of men standing at the bar. I was excited to be out. I wore a really tight grey sparkly type top, with some extra tight blue jeans. Kim was wearing a low cut top and some jeans as well. We found a table and sat down to order some drinks. The music was great, it felt so refreshing ot be out on the town alone. I love to appear as though I am single sometimes, it is exciting.
It didn’t take too long before a few guys came over to our table and flirted with us. Kim was getting pretty ripped at this point, she was taking tequila shooters, I was trying to remain pretty sober. I knew I would be the one driving us home at the end of the night. One guy just sat down and started eating peanuts, he was totally drunk. To get him to leave me and Kim told him that we were on a date and we started kissing. He looked sorta puzzled and didn’t leave, we had to actually tell him that we wanted to finish up with our date and could he please leave.
We sat there just laughing and talking for a while. Then all of a sudden a really cute guy came up and asked me if he could take my picture with his buddy. He said I looked really familiar. I asked him, “Do you know who I am?” He answered, “Yes, you look VERY familiar”. I was really flattered and couldn’t wait to take the photo with his friend. Both of the guys were really cute, so we invited them to sit at our table for a little bit. They sat with us for a while and then kept asking if they were intruding, we just laughed and said, “No, it is fine” but they must have been shy because they got up and left after a little while, he kept thanking me for the photo and then they went to the other end of the bar. I wish they would’ve stayed. I really wanted to get a hotel and just fuck them both senseless.
Not too long after they left I spotted a guy across the bar dancing with a woman. I could’ve sworn he looked over at me as he was dancing. I was really attracted to him and thought, “No, he is just looking around…” I thought maybe that woman was his wife or girlfriend. A little time passed and then he was standing at our table. I got a rush really quick of excitement and panic…I was totally happy that he had come over. He was wearing business attire, and had sandy blonde hair….looked like it was receeding a little bit. I thought he was totally sexy. He had a friend with him, who sat next to Kim. He introduced himself as Derek, and I introduced myself as well. I asked him why he was all dressed up and he told me that there was a veternarian convention in town and that he was in on business. He said most of the guys in this bar are vets. I told him I thought that was cool, I wanted to scoot a little closer to him on the chair.
He asked me if I wanted to dance, but I refused. I am not much for country dancing. He kept asking over and over again, and I kept refusing. I just didn’t want to dance, lol. So, I told him to go dance with my friend Kim, which he did. I was a little shocked that Kim went to dance with him, she is married. Not that it is a big deal, I just didn’t think that her hubby would want her dancing with another man at a bar. I thought it was kinda cool. They came back and he sat a little closer to me. Kim whispered in my ear that she got us invited to an after hours party at the hilton or some hotel in the area. I can’t remember what hotel it was at this moment. Anyways, I said, “What do you mean an after hours party?” She said, “It will just be me and you…just me and you…” She was sorta drunk at the moment so I couldn’t really get what she was saying. She said that Derek had invited us to a party back at their hotel.
At first I didn’t think I could go. I thought Justn would get mad at me, in fact…get really pissed if I did something as though we had an open marriage. I usually share everything I am going to do with him before hand. Two drinks later and that though had completely diminished from my mind, I was ready to go. I was totally hot for Derek and couldn’t help myself. I wanted to just hang around with him more, I was having a great time. We seemed to have a lot in common, we were laughing over stupid stuff. It seemed like the chemistry between us was out of control. I guess I just let passion take over and decided to go for it. If I felt funny when I got to the hotel I could always leave and come home. It couldn’t do any harm to just go to the hotel for the party.
Kim and I left hand in hand out of the bar, I had to hold her up a little bit, she was pretty wasted. She kept saying, “oh my god I am drunk…” Derek and his buddy were close behind us, we decided to just follow them in Kim’s car to the hotel. The drive to the hotel was intense for me, here I was going behind my husbands back to go hang out with another man. I was totally turned on by the thought of something hapenning between me and Derek. I couldn’t lie to myself, I wanted him. I decided that I was just going to live out my fantasy for the night and that was that. It was my time.
We got to the hotel and parked, the guys walked back and Derek walked close to me as we entered the hotel. He was getting a little feely touchy, and I liked it. I let my hand sorta slide over his ass…he was wearing Khaki pants and a dress shirt, he smelled terrific. I then took my hand and just let it slide through the back of his hair. I love feeling the back of a guys head, and his neck. Just a little quirk I have I suppose. Anyways, we got in the elevator and sorta had to cram together because it was a bit crowded. It caused me to back up into Derek…and I could hear him breathing. Plus, I could feel his package up against my ass as well. It started to get me hot right there in the elevator with all the people crowded around us. I couldn’t wait to just continue interacting with him. Kim seemed to sober up a bit and started talking more which was nice. I was beginning to feel guilty that she was so wasted and here I was flirting with this guy I barely even know. (click here to read full story)
kisses
Desirae
Fuck right now I think I am going to use this spa gift card a member sent to me a while back. It is for like $100 so I can get a nice massage. I have wicked pms right now, omg. Why!??? I hate that! Anyways, I think I will vent some of my frustrations out right here and now! yeah yeah that’s the ticket.
So, I am going to tell you a story about a little boy that couldn’t stop jacking off. He jacked off so much that he would disappear for hours and nobody would hear a thing from him. He put a hole in his mattress so he could pretend to be fucking. Then, the worst possible thing happened. He BROKE it! Yeah! Can you believe it? He used it so much that he broke it, but he’s got some sort of condition which causes nerve issues….so I guess it is understandable. Sad though.
That was actually a true story about my ex husband before I met him. Still, even though I was constantly making him into a cuckold, wearing lingerie, entertaining his ideas about swinging where I had to “Take one for the team.”
One day he was telling me how ugly I was & I had just had enough, I started telling him I wanted a divorce. He would be looking at my pictures and saying evil shit to me about the way I looked. What a scaley faced limp dick prick. He has that fishy skin disorder, where his skin is like a snake almost on his legs….and they are totally skinny. I mean, I never made fun of him. If anything I boosted his stupid self esteem at every opportunity. But that wasn’t good enough for him.
He always wanted more. Once he said that I was trying to interfere with him getting his first “Asian” or his first “Black chic”….He wanted a sampler platter like you get from Applebees of pussy & expected me to help him in his endeavors. He started hooking me up with different guys, and to be honest I really liked them. I started fantasizing about running off with one of them & leaving him and his bullshit behind.
He was super controlling. Told me what to wear & how to have my hair. I think he is really like Bruce Jenner in a way…I think he needs to consider transgender surgery. I know he likes to look at other men’s cocks- so why not just do it. I mean he seems to know more about how a woman should be and act that an actual woman knows….or atleast he thinks so.
He said I would be defying him if I like changed my hair. It was like the beginning to that movie “Sleeping with the Enemy”….without the punching and shit. He hit me more with words than i’ve ever allowed in my life. In the beginning he was sweet, caring, family oriented. Then his true colors came out. He was an opportunistic prick with himself in mind and that was it. He sure didn’t care about his so called “Family”. His mom is a total bitch. I mean this lady is a money grubbing, saggy faced, loose pussy whore. I mean this woman tried to give me tips on make-up or what to wear to please him. How sick is that shit??
Karma is a bitch folks, i’m sure you are inventing some sort of stupid bullshit drama in your pathetic lives- karma doesn’t even need to occur. They are already fucked.
So, needless to say – when I met my sweetheart Justn it was a refreshing change. Plus, his cock was amazing & it never breaks…lmao. He encouraged me to be myself, to not let that cock sucker bring me down anymore. I still have flash backs of him saying, “Buck up” He would constantly say that shit to me.
Anyways, I need to get my contacts prescription done again. I am at my computer A LOT and I get all squinty in the face sometimes due to not being able to see perfectly. I wear my glasses, but they are more for distance….yikes. I went on this live platform deal today, it is super cool. Much better than like random strangers yelling at you and insulting your shit like Meerkat or that other one- starts with a P. lol.
OMG I can’t wait to tell you my next rant/story I have for when my ex did a flying leap and landed face first on the ground after using Viagra. OMG it is hilarious – serioiusly funny stuff.
I hope I get a sexy chic to do my massage tomorrow. mmmmm…love that sensual touch. I am a very down to earth woman that just enjoys being herself whatever that may be at the moment. I don’t really sit around trying to be like somebody else, not my deal. YOLO right?
I am having so much fun writing my little book lately, I have so many crazy stories, that when I tell them to my hubby he sometimes doesn’t believe me. Even though he has more stories than I do at times. We are very similar in that we are just ourselves and not perpetrating to be somebody else or act like we are all rich when we aren’t.
I still owe my ex money, yeah….truth be told it’s a tradgedy for sure. I had a crappy ass lawyer and was really emotionally fucked up during my divorce. It wasn’t because I was losing him, it was because I had been living a lie for so long- that when I woke up it was very difficult to cope. Well, that and the fact that I am crazy. lol. haha well, a little bit yeah. I had to be like super mom & handle shit, …Justn helped me as much as could, but I had to go through the paces myself and really figure out in my head who I really was,…am.
Nowadays I feel much stronger and more secure with my choices. Sure, I make stupid mistakes- I’ve done some silly things I wish I could take back for damn sure. I just have to accept that we all make mistakes in our personal lives and that you can’t keep score in a marriage.
I am getting close to being done redesigning DesiraeSpencer.com. I am super excited about it. 🙂
I found a few pictures I thought you might enjoy
Well, again I have to say it was a good day. I uploaded some new pictures to the VIP Members Only Section. I took some sexy selfies in the shower today and thought I would share, that along with my outfit I wore in my next video update.
Yesterday was a trippy day. I felt out of sorts and all off for some reason. I was stressing or tripping over something, but couldn’t put my finger on it. So, I just went and chilled for a while until I felt back to normal. Ever get that feeling? Like you’ve forgotten to do something, or left something like your wallet behind & you sorta panic. Well, yeah that is exactly how I felt. Today is much better, it was just one of those days. Maybe I was nervous about shooting with Neil, but I doubt it. I was more excited than anything.
Tomorrow I am getting my hair done, this lady is like booked up for months in advance. I can’t miss my appointment or certain death, lol. She’s cool though, I can talk with her very easily. I enjoy listening to her tell me about her life and family etc. I’ve been going to her for like 3 years now it seems like, wow. I know thrilling eh?
Today I sucked on a giant cock, there is that a little better? I thought so. For real though, his cock is large & when I suck it hard I have to be careful due to my braces. I should be getting them off next month. I am going to smile like a mother fucker in every single picture for a while. I love sucking cock & any hinderance to that drives me nuts. I like salivate at the thought of it when I am horny.
This morning I was super horny and used the shower massager on my pussy for a little bit. Nothing too crazy, just gettin warmed up for Neil’s cock. I like to tease myself sexually, I hold off on cumming…then let it draw out for longer. I love the long slow fuck sessions, where I feel light headed and about to pass out. You’d think I was into being choked, but I am not. I mean a little choking here and there done right is pretty hot. Just not like full blown passing out shit.
I almost came when his tongue hit my clit, it was so hot and juicy. mmmmm….just thinking about gets me all horny again. I am about to go tanning I think, I haven’t been in a long time. I look like casper the friendly ghost right now. I enjoy a little sun now and then.
We are going out to a cool place tonight for drinks. Maybe I will catch myself a sexy new lover. hehe. I do love it when I get member email. I love seeing sexy pics and just hearing getting to know you better. For real, it is a huge turn on to know you’ve seen me suck, fuck, talk dirty, have girl girl sex, 3somes, strap-on’s etc. I love getting a man hard and finishing him off even stronger.
I hope you have a wonderful evening tonight. I will be live on my webcam at 5pm EST on Friday.
chat with ya soon~
kisses Desirae
ps. Here are a few thumbs from the pictures I took today.
I am scheduling a live cam chat on Friday at 5pm EST. Hope you can cum. hehe. I am also shooting more content tomorrow, will have that up asap. I just love filming new videos, it is so rewarding and fun.
I am trying to decide on what to wear for my video. Almost always I will certainly have on some sort of stockings of course, but not sure of the outfit yet. My lover Neil is coming over. He is so well hung, omg. I like to call him the sledge hammer. haha.
I went tanning a few minutes ago, I actually just got home. On my way back, some asshole ran a red light and nearly killed me. It is crazy how fragile life really is. One little slip and BAM you’re done, over, goodbye. I hate when people run lights like that, it puts everybody in danger. Like we already don’t have enough on our plates, oh yes, please run that light and hit me. Sounds like a hoot.
My pussy is getting all tingly thinking of Neil’s cock right now. I absolutely love the way he makes me feel. He fingers my pussy like a champ, like it is his or something. lol. He has to sneak off away from his wife, which makes it even more naughty.
I got this new selfie stick, I will post a couple of pics that I took with it. It is kinda fun to use, I love taking selfies. I am sitting here listening to Lorde, as well as thinking about which sexy shoes I will wear tomorrow as well. Hmmmm……..I used to wear platforms a lot, now I wear mostly regular pumps/high heels.
Another funny thing happened today. I found the original receipt I got from the strip club I worked at way back when. It was showing that I made the house amount and everything after that was mine. It says “$120” on it, so I had to do 6 dances for the house…..which I hustled like crazy to get done. I actually got off hard while I was stripping. Sometimes I would cum while bucking my hips against some stranger.
You might think I am making that up, but I am not. It is 100% true. I gave the best dances, I really got into it. I suppose if I had stayed doing that for a living I would’ve burnt out and not liked it as much. Who knows. I sure haven’t grown tired of making new videos that’s for sure.
OMG I just caught myself singing & I have my live cam on for the members, lol. I wonder if anyone is watching me right now. hehe. I don’t have the best singing voice in the world. I would be termed a vocal stylist that’s for sure.
You know what!? Howie Bullock wrote me a beautiful song. I should post a link to it again. I used it in a few of my movies. I was really shocked to hear it and actually enjoy it so much. Let me look around here and see if I can’t find a link to the song.
Check it out and let me know what you think. Howie Bullock did this for me. Sweet so very sweet.
So that is the type of picture I can take with my selfie stick. I am gonna take it with me into the shower tomorrow morning while I am getting ready.
Here is a booty shot I took today:
I recently got my hair did as well:
Well my laptop just ran out of battery & so I am going to go charge it. I love to listen to music while I work and get ready and stuff.
Hope you are having a nice day today.
kisses
Desirae
Well, yet another eventful day for me! I met one of my members today at a local bar we go to. He was even cuter in person than his pictures. He is trying to talk me into a little vacation/trip to Las Vegas this weekend. I am not sure if I am going to go or not. Anyways, we had a couple of drinks at the bar and then headed back to his hotel. He had it all decked out with like rose pedals on the bed, champagne chilling…even chocolates! I was so excited and happy that I just started kissing him passionately while we stood near the doorway. I think we made the bellman blush a little bit. hehe…I got so wet just from his juicy lips, I wanted to ravage his body like an animal right then and there. Of course we waited for the bellman to leave, although I bet he wanted to watch what was going to happen, lol….(continued in members area)
Cum inside for all of my naughty juicy little adventures.
Kisses
Desirae
